In 2009 I was diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer. I remember after my surgery I had a hard time recovering. The following week, I had a doctor’s appointment with my thyroid specialist. My doctor told me, when he removed my thyroid during surgery he had sent it to pathology and it was indeed cancer. I remember hearing my doctor speaking to me but when the word cancer was mentioned everything my doctor was talking about was a blur.
There are so many people who suffer from anxiety including myself. Yes, I do as well! What I have learned throughout the years is anxiety is real, and it is constant, but what I have learned is when you are doing the best you can then you are doing your part. That’s when you have to allow yourself to give it to a higher power and let the higher power take over, without interruption, which is key.
What is the higher power? When the situation gets bigger than you, you have to trust that God truly has an agenda for each and every one of us, even in times of doubt.
It is with God’s agenda for us, that we learn to have faith. I always say the universe wants to see if we have the ability to trust and have the power to do so, and in letting go is when the universe will take over and provide us with all that is good.
When we do not have faith and trust is when we are creating a huge disruption in letting the higher power from giving us what we need. So when your anxiety gets a little over whelming, remember….. you have the power to change your course of thinking at any time.
What is being tested is not your anxiety, but your ability to trust in the higher power.
What is the journey of the soul after leaving here and crossing over? I am often asked, “What happens to people’s souls when they have behaved badly here on earth?” It depends on what each of us is here to learn. We all have our particular life’s mission, so when we have parents or members of our family that don’t treat us well, know that we signed up for this mission. As the old saying goes, “We can’t pick our family.” Guess again. We do.
The big question is why? One reason is to give that parent or child a chance for self-growth. To step up to the plate or for us to experience what it’s like to be mistreated. The journey of the soul requires experiencing full circle every feeling and what that feels like for our soul. When I’m doing a reading, people’s loved ones come through, and for some their message is truly one of remorse and feeling so sorry for the pain they have caused. There is no pay back on the other side, but a chance to do it again, full throttle and to fully understand. I often say God gets a bad rap. He is not in the habit of punishing us, but to give our souls as many chances as one needs to improve our souls in each lifetime. It’s to learn and be as close to being God-like as possible.
In the end the soul’s mission, the true journey of the soul is always about love and kindness. After crossing over, the first thing we will learn is to experience every feeling– good or bad– what we had done to others on earth, to experience what we have done to them. To truly experience all of the pain and joy we have caused, to understand fully the serious wrongs they had bestowed to someone on earth. Once that is understood we have peace, love, and forgiveness. There is so more anger; here we carry so much grudge, anger and discomfort.
Upon crossing over, it’s all about love, peace and true understanding. Here we carry our suitcase and it’s filled and overfilled with heavy baggage, of horrible emotions, anxieties, guilt, sadness and regret. We carry this around our whole life. What I try to tell my clients is it’s time to unpack. Once we cross over, our souls not only see but feel the tranquil calm of divine peace and love. There is no more baggage on the other side; there is only tranquil peace!
It’s not the task that’s given, but how you handle the task.